August 24, 2012

As a stuntwoman, I expected to get bumps and bruises, much like any other physical Career i.e. Football Players, Hockey Players, etc.  I also have had explosions go off near me or actually had small explosions put on my body to make it appear as if I had been shot, much like our Soldiers.


Little did I know, whether the Director wanted me to hit my head, like the dead Cook in Clue, or a slight miscalculation on my part and ending up hitting my head, that I would end up with PCS (Post Concussion Syndrome), TBI (Traumatic Brain Injury) and PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)


I started noticing that I was dizzy, off balance and feeling unbearable stress.  I did go to my Doctor, who did various tests and who sent me to specialists, who also performed numerous tests.  These tests would come back normal or negative because no one was looking for TBIs.


Finally unable to go on with my Career, due to physical injuries and these other unexplainable ailments, I filed a Workmen’s Comp Claim, which also included the injuries to my head.  I also filed for Social Security Disability, which was, not uncommon, turned down.  I hired an Attorney and filed an Appeal. With all this stress before I could go, my TBI and PTSD got the best of me and I suffered a nervous breakdown.  Again, I was at the mercy of Doctors who have had no training in recognizing Brain Injuries and their symptoms.  I was treated with antidepressants with only increased my anxiety and depression.  There was a second opinion Doctor brought in who recommended that an MRI be done and that my medications could possibly be increasing my symptoms.  This was noted in my charts but ignored, the MRI was not done and once released from then on all the Doctors and 2 other hospitals increased my medications.  Finally electro shock therapy was done on my already injured brain.  This all came about in 2003.


Now in 2004, having headaches and vomiting became the common for me.  We finally had the SSDI Appeal Hearing.  My Attorney instead of stressing my physical injuries to the Judge choose to go after the mental disability I had suffered in 2003, the year AFTER my 2002 application for SSDI.  The Judge award me SSDI but unfortunately in the finding part of his judgment he only states severe depression.  He did not add my physical impairments even though Social Security has my severe bad back listed.  He did award me back to 2002, the year BEFORE my breakdown.


This, in turn, has cost me my Health Plan with the Screen Actors Guild Health Plan.  The Plan is taking the position that TBIs do not cause depression.  Had the Plan contacted Social Security, they would have known of my bad back and awarded me my Occupational Disability Health Plan.  Also, if they would research TBIs and it effects, they would know that study upon study has been done on TBIs and depression, a direct results of my injuries on the set.


I continue my fight about TBIs in the Entertainment Industry and in fact have helped several stunt people, who suffered TBIs, get their Pension and Health Plans.  It is my hope that someday the Plan will change their minds in my situation; I really want to be an Advocate, not a martyr in the fight for the recognition of TBIs.  Doctors need to be educated to look for the cause and not “mask” the symptoms of TBIs as the solution with drugs that might harm the TBI Survivor further.  Education about TBIs is a must for everyone, so that there will be diagnosing TBI Survivors and caring for them properly.




25th Anniversary of Nightmare on Elm Street

June 6, 2009

Hartford, Ct. June 12-14


And I am one of the Guests!!!!
PS: I am just going to put the last lines on this post but this is actually the first time I have read the whole lyrics to the Greatest American Hero and you know between Farragut’s win and this…….

Look at what’s happened to me,
I can’t believe it myself.
Suddenly I’m up on top of the world,
It should’ve been somebody else.

Believe it or not,
I’m walking on air.
I never thought I could feel so free-.
Flying away on a wing and a prayer.
Who could it be?
Believe it or not it’s just me.

It’s like a light of a new day,
It came from out of the blue.
Breaking me out of the spell I was in,
Making all of my wishes come true-.

Believe it or not,
I’m walking on air.
I never thought I could feel so free-.
Flying away on a wing and a prayer.
Who could it be?
Believe it or not it’s just me.

Thank you all


Something to be proud of…….

June 3, 2009
Starship Farragut’s “A Rock and a Hard Place” Wins Award at Film Festival

WASHINGTON, DC, June 1, 2009 — Starship Farragut, an independent film project based on the original series of Star Trek, won “Best Fan Film of 2009” at the Wrath of Con science fiction conference and film festival in Panama City Beach, Florida. Starship Farragut won the award for it latest film, “A Rock and a Hard Place,” and last year, won the same award for its second film, “For Want of a Nail.”

Film Synopsis: Captain Carter (John Broughton), despite objections from Chief Engineer Smithfield (Holly Bednar), decides to go on a planetary survey mission with an old flame. Things are not as they seem, and they soon realize that they are not the only ones interested in the planet. Other noteworthy performances by D.D. Hatcher (Lt. Commander Bishop), Eddie Lao (Klingon Borok), and Jamie Hanna (Klingon Commander). Special acknowledgements to Director Mark Hildebrand, Assistant Director Eric Lund, Director of Photography Michael Bednar, original musical score by Hetoreyn, sound by Bill Bame and Ralph Miller, and visual effects by NEO f/x.

“We’re honored to have been selected as Best Fan Film of 2009,” said John Broughton, creator and Executive Producer of the series. “This film has outstanding special effects, the debut of a full-scale shuttlecraft interior set, and fight scenes choreographed by renowned Hollywood stunt choreographer, Leslie Hoffman. With each film effort, we explore new filmmaking aspects with the goal of bringing Classic Trek…Now.”

Michael Bednar, Vice President of Farragut Films and Producer of the Starship Farragut project attended the event, stating, “The fan friendly approach to this project clearly differentiates us from other Internet film projects. We’re constantly receiving fan adulation for the quality of our film efforts and for providing the films for free.” Farragut’s 17-minute episode competed against other fan films at the three-day convention and film festival. The film may be downloaded free at www.starshipfarragut.com.

Last year, Farragut Films debuted films three and four, “Just Passing Through” and “A Rock and a Hard Place.” Recently, Farragut Films unveiled Studio One in St. Marys, GA where the interior ship sets are located. Work is progressing on the remaining full 360 degree bridge set, which will be completed by 12/31/09. The project’s fifth and next episodic film will begin pre-production this fall with filming in early 2010 timeframe. In addition, NEO f/x’s production of Starship Farragut – The Animated Episodes will soon be released and features the voices of the Farragut crew in addition to well-known Star Trek guest stars, such as Tim Russ, Chase Masterson, and Chris Doohan (son of James “Scotty” Doohan). The project’s films may be downloaded free atwww.starshipfarragut.com.

John B.
Executive Producer, Starship Farragut
Farragut Films, Inc.


August 2, 2008

What a strange and wonderful world we live in.  Thirty plus years ago, I came out to Los Angeles to become a stuntwoman.  I have been a member of AFTRA and SAG and proud of it

Recently my Nephew Ritchie Hoffman has joined me out here and he too now has both his Union Cards.  He is an Actor but I still feel like this is:



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